December 18, 2018Dear Patrick and Germaine,I hope you take this letter in the vein it is meant: my willingness to see if there is any way I can help. I am not trying to forcefully insert myself into your personal business. I would like to give you a little timeline of what brought me to the point of contacting you, so please bear with me.Back in mid-August (8/14), Mom asked me to talk to the family about my spirituality. Between the time of Mom’s first request (her requests were a little more urgent each time), and the time that I actually wrote the letter, I had numerous dreams that individually did not make much sense to me. One time I saw piles of laundry with a couple of the piles blacked out so I couldn’t see them. Then the next time, I was able to see all the laundry. I understood I could also see the dirty laundry. Another time I saw a pile of many different pieces of furniture and hardware placed at my feet and the voice told me to put it back together. Another time I had to set up beds and mattresses, but I ended up having to separate them into different rooms. One bed I even had to pull into my own room, which was occupied by a young woman. A separate time, I was told by a voice that a young woman needed a room to stay in and something about an investigation.On 08/25/18 I had a dream: I saw a copy of my psychological report. The report was placed on a table; suddenly a big male hand with a large rubber stamp gave a loud thump as it stamped the cover of the report. When the stamp was lifted, it read ‘ACCEPT IT” in bright red letters. I felt as if this was so important to Mom that she enlisted Our Lord’s support. I felt it was more an order than a request that I talk to the family about my spirituality. The next night I had another dream. I saw Mom with a roll of stamps in her hand and each stamp had the word “approval” written on it. She placed the stamps on a number of different objects, most of which were coffee mugs. The roll of stamps ran out before she got to the last two coffee mugs. Then someone moved something aside to reveal a book of stamps and Mom placed her “approval” stamp on the last two mugs, as well. (That was why I wrote in the letter that Mom would somehow help each person understanding that I was truly doing her bidding.)On 8/27/18 I had a dream in which I heard someone cough and then I heard a young child cry. The sound of the cry was so real that I woke up and jumped up thinking I had to get Asher, but then I remembered that the Perrys had moved out.On 8/28/18 I had a dream about Patrick. We were at a swimming pool and there was a lot of awkwardness in the way Patrick moved and he even slipped on mud. Patrick sat on a bench beside me next to the pool when we saw one of his kid’s socks fall into the pool. Again, with much awkwardness Patrick jumped into the pool and went under water and started gathering up his children’s socks on the bottom of the pool. After that dream, I did wonder if one of your children was going to need help.On 9/21 I had a dream in which I was at a campground with a lot of families and watching over many children. There was the need for children to be protected and something about a father going into hiding and police intervention.
On 09/22 in my dream, I was standing on the edge of an ocean where the waves break and I sensed there was a battle to begin. I saw a huge wave form with a giant elephant with huge tusks running toward me.On 11/19 I had a dream that I was talking to a young woman about children. The young woman looked at me and said: “But it’s so hard!” Then she flung herself into my arms sobbing.On 11/23 in my dream, I was in some sort of basement. A young man walked by and I heard something about serious legal problems.It was later on the 23rd that Veronica called me and told me that Mark had left her and taken the kids and that was when the dreams mentioned above started making sense to me.On 11/27 in my dream I saw a young woman walking toward a goal post. Suddenly, she turned around as if she decided against going forward. Because of this dream, I was concerned that Veronica would have a relapse.But I took much heart in the dream I had on 12/05. Veronica was repainting her two-story house and she asked me to help her. Veronica was painting the ground level with a bright white paint. She asked me to start painting the trim on the upstairs windows. When I started painting, I saw that the color I was using was more of an ivory than the bright white Veronica was using. I asked Veronica if she minded that I was using a different color. Veronica said to continue painting because she liked the depth that the different colors provided. She then took her paintbrush and dipped the tip of it in my paint can and dabbed at the window frame I was painting. I reminded her that she was mixing colors. Veronica said, no problem, because when she dips her brush again, her white paint will cover the ivory paint.I feel like Our Lord is saying that the potential of Veronica “repainting” her house is very real. It will take a long time and she will need help and support. Veronica working on the ground floor is a good sign because when rebuilding a house, you have to work on the foundation first.Last night I had another dream: I was handed a sheet of pictures halfway filled with wallet size photographs of Veronica. I asked: What am I supposed to do with this? The voice said: Attach it to the family picture.I know the road being traveled is long, bumpy, and difficult. But I believe Our Lord is saying that family togetherness is so important in this terrible time of trial.I don’t know if anything I have shared means anything to you. But I do believe Our Lord would only have shown me these things if He felt my gifts could be of some help to you. I don’t want to push myself on you, but if there is anything you would like to talk about, I am here for you.Love,Annie